WELCOME BACK

Well its been a minute since my last post and as much as I didn't post you must believe your boy kept at it. Had my successes, had my set backs, and fucked over days. I'm still here, and I'm still looking to be the success I have envisioned in my mind eyes. In the time off life has given me some interesting realizations that only through the guise of time they would not have been revealed. I never knew much about my Dad's upbringing or his personal views or philosophies on life. When I was kid I did a I was told and as grew older and rebellion set in I began to question my Dad as I began to questioned life. The point I'm getting at as my Dad just turned 70 on March. 5th (Happy Birthday Dad) is that as an adult my view of my Dad not to mention, how we relate to each other has changed. As a kid he was my guardian, the one in charge of my actions, the one to care for me. Today, as an adult our interaction has evolved, but it has developed into a strained relationship, at least from my view as I try to reach out and create moments where we can bond in another manner more suited to our progression in life. All I find is indifference and unwillingness to share or join in. And as much as this is a blog on my dream realization for 2009 I believe a better relationship with my Dad should be a part of that as well so that is why the post here. Any thoughts or suggestions please post. ONE LOVE